It's Time to Update You

Hi to all of you,
I'm sorry that I haven't been keeping you in formed, but now I have a little time to do so. There is no new news on my legs. I am trying with all I got left to move on and try not to do the exploritory surgery. I had hoped that good weather would give me a break from continuous pain and it does, but we got stuck in bad weather once again. This is just how life is going to be. God knows my prayer petition of a healing so there is no sense in repetitious prayer. I let go and let God and except what He asks of me. I don't need to have understanding or clarity in order to submit to His Plan. But I do rest in the knowledge that all I do in what is asked of me doesn't go un-noticed and can only hope my actions please God. I prayer to not give up or weaken under trials. God is good and does reward.
I have attended some grief classes at hospice, but every time I talk about my Honey or the wonderful life we shared, I end up crying the rest of the day. I just miss him so, and the goals we set that I now face alone. I didn't intend to get into all this but we have shared so much together, so why not this too. I will say I have wonderful memories that flood my heart and thoughts when the lonesomeness sets in. I have been blessed to have such a love.
CHOCOLATE BREAK!
In moving along, I bought a condo in MI. I want to get out of the nursing home environment so that means I have healed some emotionally but I do have my concerns if I can do this physically. But as my brother once said," It is better to walk and fall than not walk at all."
BROTHERS!
I hope to still spend my winters in AZ. One goal at a time and allot of home remodeling to focus on. Wish me luck and keep the prayers coming. I love you all
Shellyrose